on your toes

"....because the snap judgments, the ones that comes to us quickly and easily without hesitation, they're the one that haunts us forever " Meredith Grey, Sympathy for the Devil

i must be the most indecisive being to ever walk on earth
i can't say ay or nay on the spot without taking a good chunk of time
i can say goodbye to emergency department no doubt

it's hard to choose which path to follow
and being me, when most of the times i have no idea what i want
not making it any easier
yup, most times, i have no clue wat i want
but most of the time when i didn't know, i know wat i dun want
good thing maybe?
bad thing probably?

thing is nothing in this world without sequel
u can't made a decision today out of whim n not care if it gonna come back bite you hard in the ass the next day or the day after or ever
but it does feel good to do exactly just dat
a bold, consequences be damn choice
right there and right then
we'll worry about tomorow as it comes =)